As I wake with a smile
I have to stop and say -
thank you dear Lord
for this Easter holiday...
My son is here with
his dog by his side -
we will soon hang out
and cookout poolside...
We'll share laughter
and good food -
Enjoying this day
with a happy attitude...
Thank you that this
worked out my way -
I give praise to God
on this Easter holiday.
You were only
a beautiful dream -
although at the time
you truly seemed...
So perfect
life was new -
and then unfortunately
it was true...
You headed to heaven
you died so young -
we were alive
and had barely begun...
Living what would
be your life -
I wonder if I could
have been your wife...
I doubt it
but we will never see -
because our love
will never be...
We skinny dipped
enjoying your mansion -
back in the day
it was such an expansion...
rest easy my friend
I do not know -
why the good ones
have to go.
Maybe he's right
I'm never satisfied -
Maybe when I said I do
I actually lied...
So why am I still
standing by his side -
why haven't I
ran away to hide...
I think it's because
I love him from my heart -
and I never want
that to fall apart...
I'm not perfect
and never have been -
but I choose to live my life
loving only him.
Let it rain
please let it rain -
let it rain down
on this ground...
It may not be
my forever home -
but it's the home
I've found...
I traveled long
I traveled wide -
with my favorite people
by my side...
Now that I am
finally here -
I can not help
but to abide...
with the animals
and towering palms -
with the many flowers
that keep me calm...
Please let it rain
and feed this earth -
so that it thrives long
after I'm gone.
Don't be afraid
and hide away -
Just look and face
the brave new day...
I'm sick of the scary
and of the fear -
I made the move
and now live here...
So quit the crying
work it out -
no longer live
in any doubt...
Yes things happen
everywhere -
so live your life
no matter where.
Who would of thought
I would wake up one day -
living the life
I dreamed of and say...
I just can't believe
I am really here -
we made it reality
and now we are near...
The ocean, the waves
the towns that we love -
living the life
we actually dreamed of...
Thank you dear God
for blessings from you -
together we made
this dream come true.
I'm trying to do
what's best for you -
for all of us
and Buddy too...
But I swear
that I miss you -
each day is hard
to get through...
You're energetic
and so much fun -
your young life
has just begun...
So this is what
they think you need -
in a few weeks
you will be freed...
and we will pick up
to where we were -
me throwing balls
and petting your fur...
I love you Shilo
and miss you too -
I'm just trying to do
what's best for you.
It is good to
completely outgrow -
things and ways
you used to know...
Leaving behind
stressful times -
leads you to
a different kind...
of happiness
and hope to believe -
so let it go
let yourself grieve...
Then move on
and accept the new -
that is where
smiles shine through.
I'm learning a lot
I've calmed down -
I'm learning to love
my new town...
I don't know
if this is forever -
but I do know
it's now or never....
to live the life
I hoped would be -
and that dream has
come true for me...
So I will enjoy
doing my best -
I will work hard
I'll take time to rest...
I'm thankful that
my life is new -
thank you God
for pulling me through.
What if you do?
What if you don't?
What if you will?
What if you won't?
In the grand scheme
it doesn't matter at all -
eventually
you will make the call...
to the next place
where you belong -
know even then
it won't be long...
until things change
as they do on a dime -
everything evolves
again over time...
So don't think to hard
don't cry to long -
you will soon see
if you were wrong.
Do I want it?
I don't know -
but I'm ready and
off to go...
see if this is
my new thing -
and to show what
I would bring...
Perks and fun or
worry and stress -
I won't go
I must confess...
It has to be
an opportunity -
to bring more
happiness to me.
