It's that time
to come to life again...
I feel so happy
like I did back then...
The weather is warm
as the sun shines bright...
The days will last
into the warm night..
Spring and summer
is life for me...
I am content
and so happy!
It's that time
to come to life again...
I feel so happy
like I did back then...
The weather is warm
as the sun shines bright...
The days will last
into the warm night..
Spring and summer
is life for me...
I am content
and so happy!
It's snowing in Texas
big flakes coming down -
a perfect day for romance
and laying around...
I'm baking some cupcakes
and making good food -
flowers, candy and candles
are setting the mood...
Loving and cuddling
this cold day away -
Watching funny movies
staying warm where we lay...
Enjoying the beauty
with a white window view -
fur babies close by
sharing my love with you!
I don't feel
loved by you -
I feel hated
through and through...
Boundaries
don't abound -
Someday soon
I won't be around...
I just don't know
why I do -
I regret the moment
that I met you.
Get that shovel
to dig that hole -
once again
hide like a mole...
It is time
to start brand new -
I don't know really
what to do...
Hands tied tight
stuck together -
Insecurities
that aren't sure ever...
Hide away
like you always do -
and avoid them all
it's nothing new.
Have you ever felt
two inches tall -
like you don't even
matter at all...
Where people can't
treat you right -
where the world is dark
without any light...
You'd run away if
you had somewhere to go -
but there is no point
and you feel so low...
So all you do is
exist through the day -
wondering how
it ended up this way.
Let it all go
roll off your back -
Turn it all off
fade to black...
Don't hold on to
past irritations -
enjoy your life
take some vacations...
Dismiss the people
who bring you down -
get rid of who and what
should not be around...
Ghost when needed
hold close what is true -
follow your own path
do what's good for you.
I have those regrets
that haven't left just yet...
I wish I had not followed
advice that was hollowed...
Now it's only me
left alone to see...
How stupid I have been
and wish that I had then...
Turned and left the scene
but that's a worn out dream.
It takes me back
to a place in time -
when we were young
and you were mine...
We were so innocent
fresh and new -
with the world ahead
so much to do...
You were funny
so very kind -
we talked on the phone
all of the time...
Date nights out
on those Saturday nights -
young kids in love
with silly fights...
Those were the days
no one can take away -
I think fondly of you
to this very day.
I would drive -
I would wish upon a star...
I would dream
just us alone in my car...
The melodies
would flow through the air...
Me lost in thoughts
while getting us there...
Independent
single and free...
It was my youth
it was you and me...
Influences and lyrics
so many now gone...
But those dreams
and our memories live on.
We're not promised
anything -
Nor can predict
what life will bring...
Every day
is a new start -
So give your all
and share your heart...
Try to be
a beacon of light -
for those who've lost
the will to fight...
Always hold out
a helping hand -
for those who need
an honest friend.
The sun still rose
flowers still bloom -
I can look forward to
Christmas lights soon...
The people that need
to be gone are gone -
I found my strength
and moved totally on...
Never ever again
will I even allow -
a stranger in my life
to my here and now...
I won't even speak
or address them again -
a lying piece of shit
disguised as a friend.
And just like that
she was healed -
anything remaining
was killed...
She held her head
up and high -
disregarding who
she should walk by...
No longer could
they control her day -
no longer did she
want them to stay...
Her journey is
quite nice and bright -
she sleeps at ease
every single night.
Sometimes you have
to let go of what's gone...
Sometimes you just
have to move on...
It might sting
or it just may bite...
But you have to give it
all your might...
You can't keep near
what is gone...
You just have to
move the hell on.
All I can ever
do is try -
even as the years
fly bye...
I give what I can
with each new day -
while I'm here
to live and say...
Try with all
your mighty might -
do what lets you
sleep well at night...
Speak the truth
and work each day -
to only bring
good things your way.
Keep your head down -
while you look around...
like the FBI -
an investigative spy...
keep it deep within -
don't let it out again...
years from now you'll sigh -
as this will have blown by.
You just have
to let it go -
deep inside
you already know...
So do your plan
quite quietly -
you're in charge
of your destiny...
Maybe you did
and maybe not -
here and now
is all you've got...
Just keep on
keeping on -
until the memories
are gone.
You don't watch
for the ball -
before it's pitched...
but when it comes
your way -
you hit as best you can...
It doesn't mean
a home run -
could end up in the dug out...
You could also
never even -
participate in the game.
Wrapped in a blanket
snow on the windows -
safe and secure...
The past is behind
like smoke from the fire -
making images blur...
Disappearing into the air
as though they were never there...
dancing ahead -
While the hearth is warm
as the snow drips down -
and covers what is dead.
From the inside
to the out -
it is time
without a doubt...
Step away
from any ding -
disappear
from anything...
Incognito
taped up shut -
no more eyes
filled with smut...
It will be silent
for quite a while -
as time buries
this messed up pile.
Yes you
know what to do -
it's time to do
what you need to...
You know how
to draw those blinds -
and leave it all
far behind...
You can't keep
reliving the days -
while floating through
the dust and haze...
You have done it
many times before -
cut those lines
and lock the door.
I won't hide
or live in more fear -
Just like everyone else
I belong here...
I have my challenges
I have my gifts -
No longer will I
give a shit...
Say what you want
do what you will -
I really don't care
how anyone feels...
When it comes to
my life and my choices -
no longer do I have
to hear their voices...
Or even ever
see their faces -
It's amazing what
time erases.
There's a love
within my arms -
that I welcome
with all charms...
I have many
that I love -
I have the life
that I dreamed of...
Those ladies
who had the tea -
who knew someday
that would be me...
Yet, I'm content
and so happy -
to share my life
with who loves me!