I push it down
I pray it away -
even though
It shows up each day...
Am I wasting
what time is left -
what is given
and what is theft...
because I don't
feel it anymore -
I don't even know
what I'm here for...
I think it finally
reached the end -
I won't go through
this again.
It's ok to
change your mind -
things change
through time...
What once was
completely fun -
now seems so
over and done...
Maybe it's age
but I see -
nothing matters
much to me...
Except what
I keep near -
it's getting smaller
with each year...
So live these days
and try to smile -
we are only here
for a while.
