Tick Tock
I watch the clock -
knowing this isn't
all I've got...
I see the sun
smiling on me -
where I am gone
and I am free...
I'll never see you
ever again -
I can not wait
until then...
For now I will
stay far away -
waiting until
that excellent day.
It cuts like a knife
yet numbs the pain -
it's all in a past
I won't live again...
So many regrets
just useless sighs -
it is a long way
from the last goodbyes...
Pointless searching
answers here and there -
though life has changed
everywhere...
The future's ahead
the past is behind -
keep searching for any
happiness to find.
I push it down
I pray it away -
even though
It shows up each day...
Am I wasting
what time is left -
what is given
and what is theft...
because I don't
feel it anymore -
I don't even know
what I'm here for...
I think it finally
reached the end -
I won't go through
this again.
It's ok to
change your mind -
things change
through time...
What once was
completely fun -
now seems so
over and done...
Maybe it's age
but I see -
nothing matters
much to me...
Except what
I keep near -
it's getting smaller
with each year...
So live these days
and try to smile -
we are only here
for a while.
