With spring around the corner
will I find new life -
because I feel so down
dealing with constant strife...
I am trying to see sunshine
and appreciate each day -
But sometimes it is easier
to keep the sun far away...
I hide in my turmoil
then drown in my tears -
questioning what I have left
and how many more years...
I don't see much hope
why should I even care -
I am just existing
sick and tired of being there.
I can't save the world
I can just abide -
I couldn't even keep
my precious dog alive...
I can't be a savior
or heal the dying -
I can't prolong life
or stop all the crying...
I can only be the best
person I can be -
and believe in my heart
there is eternity...
Where all of this mess
will drift far away -
I will try my best
to live each day...
Striving to be someone
that others will see -
I care about them more
that I care about me...
and bring a smile
to those that are broken -
lifting them up with
gentle words spoken.
