She was here
this time last year -
now she's gone
and it is clear...
We will never
laugh again -
I don't know how
and don't know when...
This bond we have
could ever sever -
because our bond
goes on forever...
Laughter, tears
and in between -
the things we did
and things we've seen...
Makes me miss you
that much more -
You are loved
that is for sure!
You are different
you matter to me -
I don't know how
to make you see...
That I care what
becomes of you -
and I will do
what you need me to...
I'm there for you
you're there for me -
we are soulmates
for eternity...
Nothing can break
our strange little bond -
even if one of us
is dead and gone...
We had the time
of our lives together -
and you will be
in my heart forever.
I'll live my life without you
just as I did before -
soon I'll grow accustom
to being single and unsure...
You were a special segment
but now it's torn away -
I must put the pieces back
and live now day by day...
Another endless heartache
another teardrop gone -
but I know I've got the strength
I know I can go on...
Your love I'll soon forget
I'll bury it so deep -
it will never haunt me
it I will not keep...
So now it all has ended
the heaven and the hell -
the best to both our futures
and all that time will tell.
Music is like
a time machine -
it takes you back
in a daydream...
All of the sudden
you're ten again -
remembering exactly
what happened then...
You see the moment
you feel the air -
you're alive again
as you were there...
Drifting back
to that moment in time -
as the music fills up
you soul and mind.
I will just keep it
all inside -
and find my trusty
hole to hide...
because I know
in reality -
it is all left
up to me...
Silence echos
in my ears -
to care less evens
out my fears...
because I've learned
it is not there -
and I've learned
to never care.
I think of you
frequently -
do you ever
think of me...
Deep inside
I hope you know -
it was hard
to watch you go...
You made me laugh
and made me cry -
when we said
the final goodbye...
But just because
it wasn't me -
I truly hope
you are happy.
I do admit
it gives me pause -
seeing the scary
turbulent cause...
sends me in a
different direction -
with a lot of
tough reflection...
If it is not
meant to be there -
then I wonder
exactly where...
I should be
or I should go -
and how I will
ever know?
