Sometimes we don't make
choices that are good -
sometimes we don't do
what we know we should...
In regretful memories
that break your heart into -
remember you were trying
just to get through...
So give yourself slack
and somewhat of a break -
when you took on decisions
that decided your fate...
be your own best friend
be gentle with your mind -
treat yourself well
and always be kind.
What is there
to look forward to -
what is there
left to do...
been there
done that -
got the shirt
got the hat...
The sun rises
then sets again -
Some with losses
Some with wins...
Nothing exciting
dangling ahead -
close the drapes
crawl in bed...
Not much matters
anyways -
wasted nights
and wasted days.
It's so cold
Inside and out -
filled with remorse
filled with doubt...
What will be
in this icy haze -
what will come
in the coming days...
Hidden away
safe and alone -
even if I hide
in my own home...
From everyone
and tangled pain -
living a life
tryin in vain...
Only to find
it's a waste of time -
living a life that
isn't even mine.
I'm praying for you
from afar -
they don't know
why you are...
living in your
own built hell -
you could try
but could never tell...
the lies you've lived
the tears you've shed -
while others were safe
and tucked in bed...
you were stuck
out in those streets -
they call you lazy
they call you meek...
Sometimes life
just isn't clear -
rise above
the assholes here.
Some situations
you should never repeat -
You were in the fire
and felt the heat...
When betrayed
by those you trust -
tossing them away
is something you must...
learn to let
be part of your life -
let them all go
lose all their strife...
You can be happy
without discontent -
follow their actions
to know what they meant...
Walk away with your
head held high -
they say hello
as you say goodbye.
