Shot down
to the ground -
why am I
even around...
Surely there's
a better place -
wasted life
waste of space...
why is it
I even try -
I sit and ask
myself why...
Nothing is here
nothing is new -
they are rude
through and through...
Always treated
with disdain -
a nothing life
a losing game...
Quiet as
I always am -
frankly I don't
give a damn.
You know what
you need to do -
be see through
it's nothing new...
Don't reach out
don't appear -
be unavailable
and never near...
Don't respond
not at all -
don't text back
avoid the call...
They are not
on your side -
the truth is that
they always lied.
Once again
I guess I'll see -
if this one is
right for me...
All I can do
is try again -
ignore the negative
and don't give in...
to their words
that hurt the heart -
learn to never
fall apart...
as I'm held
bound with glue -
until I make my
dreams come true.
I've learned well
to avoid them all -
keep quite quiet
and safely small...
Just look away
never on display...
You don't belong
with them anyway...
So much rudeness
so much strife -
I won't deal
in this worldly life...
So many times
I learn once more -
to just walk away
and shut that door.
