I don't want to
but I have to let you go -
the pain that this causes me
is more than you could know...
My heart still loves you
but I can't cry anymore -
I can't change the outcome
so what am I trying for...
I will still talk to you
and pray to meet you soon -
especially when I'm alone
tucked up safely in my room...
I think you would want me
to go and live happily -
as I keep your memory near
within my heart safely.